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I always wants things to be fair, but there�s no such thing in the world. It�s only a probability. Some will get more but some will get less. But I just don�t seems to understand, and only make things difficult for myself and others.

So what if I always get the bigger or better half of thing, does that really means anything? What�s wrong with doing a little more some time?

I just don�t understand this, for the past 27 years.

Danger? I will be calculative. I will be miserable. I will be possessive (because I think I deserve something after putting in so much, while things never happen this way). I will be all alone. I will just be the most selfish son-of-the-bitch in the whole wide world, �cos all I have done made me deserve to be one.

The world don�t revolve around me only, I HAVE to realise that.

At home, I just have to do the chores when they comes, say nothing more but do it, as any other time, someone else is doing that also; At work, as long as it�s part of the job, or related to it, let my boss know I�m doing it, and most probably someone will take on other things; In relationship, or pre-relationship, until the day we tie the knot, I have to know my place, as this sort of things is not about how much you put in, but how much you scarifies.

Do I know that before this? I don�t, and that�s why things is bad for me. And if I don�t, like I do until now, past has already tell me what kind of trouble I have got myself into already. Whether I want to prolong the misery, it�s only up to me.

Say no more, do.   


// sprinkled by wing_0 @ 3/01/2009 12:09:00 pm